Helena, Diana's master higher self interview about past lives
Download MP3Welcome to the 1 to 9 podcast for interesting insights and knowledge from animals and other beings within multidimensional realms. Good morning, Diana.
Speaker 2:Good morning, Karin. How are you today? I'm good. How are you?
Speaker 1:I'm just fine. Thanks. So who do we have with us today?
Speaker 2:Okay. Our our featured guest today is Helena or Helena.
Speaker 1:Helena. Helena.
Speaker 2:Yeah. She doesn't care which one, really. It doesn't matter.
Speaker 1:But it has
Speaker 2:an a at the
Speaker 1:end instead of an e at the end.
Speaker 2:So it's Yeah. It it's it's not it's it's not yeah. It's there's an at the end, but it can be Helena or Helena.
Speaker 1:Okay.
Speaker 2:You know? She doesn't move Let's go with Helena. Helena. Helena. Helena.
Speaker 2:Okay. There's another version there. Helena. She's saying, yeah. You're you're crazy.
Speaker 2:Just get on with it. It's like
Speaker 1:Alright. And this, Helena, is a, version of your higher self?
Speaker 2:This is this is my higher
Speaker 1:self. This is your higher self?
Speaker 2:Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. So she wanted to be on the podcast today. Cause I wanted to find out something specific and she said, okay, yeah, I'll be on the podcast.
Speaker 2:Right?
Speaker 1:Okay. Excellent. Communicate
Speaker 2:more with me and with other people too.
Speaker 1:So what does Helena look like?
Speaker 2:Well, okay. She's, a female figure and, I've always seen her in this long, dark, long sleeved, long dress. Mhmm. And it's of some kind of dark material. I thought at first it was kind of midnight blue.
Speaker 2:Yeah. I mean, blue or or tending towards purple and black and whatever. But she is she's she's a female figure. I can't really see her face. I don't can't really see her hair.
Speaker 2:But she says, oh, she's got fine hair.
Speaker 1:And for
Speaker 2:a long time, I only saw her from the back because she was getting ready to jump off, a big tower. Yeah. But, that's that's over with. And she's she recorded her.
Speaker 1:That was a previous life.
Speaker 2:Yeah. That was a previous life. But still part of part of
Speaker 1:her. Right.
Speaker 2:Helena's Helena's higher self. And, she she has gathered together a lot of these prior selves and it's like they're under her skirt.
Speaker 1:They're under her skirt? Yeah.
Speaker 2:I mean, she's taken care of.
Speaker 1:Is it like a skirt or a cloak?
Speaker 2:No. No. It's like it's a full fold skirt.
Speaker 1:Like a hoop skirt.
Speaker 2:A hoop skirt. Exactly. Yeah. Uh-huh. Alright.
Speaker 2:But there's no hoop there.
Speaker 1:Uh-huh. Yeah. You wouldn't need a hoop, would you, to make it full? And if you've got all your higher selves in there, they'd be making it full.
Speaker 2:Right. She's she's protecting them. Right?
Speaker 1:Okay.
Speaker 2:So but that's part of her job.
Speaker 1:Is to protect all your prior higher selves?
Speaker 2:Yeah. Because they're part of her.
Speaker 1:I know. I'm kinda curious why they would need protection.
Speaker 2:Oh, because they've suffered all kinds of untold things.
Speaker 1:Well, wouldn't they need healing?
Speaker 2:Well okay. It's like once they've been healed, right, they're they come back. Mhmm. And, I guess the healing process is still going on or the reintegration process is still going on. Okay.
Speaker 2:So I I don't think the reintegration process is finished.
Speaker 1:So she's like the master higher self.
Speaker 2:Yes. Yes. She's the master higher self.
Speaker 1:And all these other ones are, like, different lifetimes that you've been here and been, somehow bruised.
Speaker 2:Bruised, did you say?
Speaker 1:Yeah. Or Yeah.
Speaker 2:Bruised, damaged, well, not really damaged, but suffered suffered something
Speaker 1:in some
Speaker 2:way. So
Speaker 1:And it takes that long for them to heal.
Speaker 2:Well, I mean okay. Remember. Okay. Yes and no because, I'm okay. She's saying it doesn't take long at all.
Speaker 2:Right. But it's not anything that she can do on her own. So It's it's like, the self that you are at the moment, or maybe maybe it can maybe it's something she can no. She's saying it's not anything she can do on her own.
Speaker 1:Okay.
Speaker 2:It's like everybody has to get involved.
Speaker 1:So I have a question for her because it seems like there's this theory out there. Let's just call it a theory, right, that when you die from this current life, you go into a space of heaven. It's a theory of heaven. Right? And in this theory of heaven, you have anything healing and anything you want.
Speaker 1:You know? And you can float around with your fellow beings up there, and and it's all blissful and joyful. And then you have this theory of Akashic records and karma where you go and you never heal, and you never you know, you you you come back to try and heal, and you don't really have the opportunity to just hang out in heaven and be there in this joy. And I'm just curious, like, what's the difference between the theory of heaven where you go you you when you're not here, you're not suffering at all, and this theory that these different selves have been suffering for a long time or healing for a long time.
Speaker 2:Okay. Well, she's saying there's a couple of things here. It's like that this theory of heaven is like that's not really accurate because, I mean, people can be suffering up there too. They don't really have I mean, people that have passed off can be suffering up there too. They don't have to come back to the physical world on earth to be suffering.
Speaker 2:They can be suffering in in whatever form they're in. Right? Whatever So
Speaker 1:if you're a truly bad person here, let's just say you were mean to everybody, and you go up there, you may continue to suffer.
Speaker 2:Yeah. I mean, it's your choice.
Speaker 1:Choice to suffer up there?
Speaker 2:Choice to suffer up there. Yeah. Or suffer down. Well, Jeff, suffer up there, meaning you could still be a spirit, but somehow you can you can move around. You can be in the physical world.
Speaker 2:You can do your suffering there, you know, and and sort of, like, latch on to people, take over their bodies. You know, I mean, it's it's kinda like it's your choice. And, yeah.
Speaker 1:So it's always your choice to suffer.
Speaker 2:Yes. It's always your choice to suffer. But not everybody's suffering. Right?
Speaker 1:No. But I'm looking at this quite a few of your higher selves that are under her skirts that are Yeah.
Speaker 2:But they're not suffering anymore.
Speaker 1:They're not suffering. Then why is she protecting them? Just guess I'm trying to understand.
Speaker 2:I guess I guess protecting is kinda like the wrong word. Oh. It's kinda like
Speaker 1:Maybe she's keeping them
Speaker 2:before complete reintegration.
Speaker 1:Okay. So maybe she's keeping them all in this incubation.
Speaker 2:No. They're together as opposed to dispersed energies. Mhmm. Okay.
Speaker 1:To keeping them all together.
Speaker 2:Right. Yes.
Speaker 1:And the integration will be to reintegrate with you as a whole?
Speaker 2:Not with me. With her. Well, she is the master higher self. Right. I'm just a little part of it.
Speaker 1:Wait. So you don't have you're you and your master higher self are 2 different entities?
Speaker 2:I'm just a little part of her.
Speaker 1:Oh, you're just a little part?
Speaker 2:I'm a little part of her. Okay. I'm a little part of her who could see some of the other little parts of her. Okay? And some of the little parts of her that I've seen are the ones that caused the present me kinda like pain because of what I started to remember.
Speaker 2:Mhmm. But there's other little parts that I have not remembered yet, but there's maybe because there's no great tragedy attached to them. No great no suffering or whatever.
Speaker 1:Or great joy, or you're not allowed to experience that. You just remember No. No.
Speaker 2:I think you're allowed to experience great joy too. Great.
Speaker 1:So is this pretty much like it is for everyone? There's a master higher self and then there's a lot of Yes. And and they're not to be confused with fragments of yourself that haven't been fully reintegrated.
Speaker 2:No. They're not because they've led their own lives. So this is where it gets a little bit complicated because then you can have the the part the smaller versions, you know, and they leave fragments of themselves. Right? Right.
Speaker 2:So those have to be come back to the smaller version.
Speaker 1:Yeah. A lot of people are very fragmented. They'll leave a spot of them with another person or leave a spot in a fun place like a beach
Speaker 2:Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Where it
Speaker 1:can stay happy where the rest of you goes and
Speaker 2:Right.
Speaker 1:Onto your suffering life of
Speaker 2:This is why it's like when people pass on, they go into kinda like this hospital like place where basically all their fragments come back. And sometimes from our perception, our meaning, so like the physical world perception, it takes a long time.
Speaker 1:Is that where, like, archangel Peter is?
Speaker 2:Like, he's ahead of this hospital.
Speaker 1:I don't know. Might be the doorman.
Speaker 2:No. There's no there's no doorman there. I mean, there's not anybody
Speaker 1:To open the door for you? Yeah. He's
Speaker 2:nobody turning you away. Wait.
Speaker 1:Pete no. He doesn't Peter doesn't turn you away. I'm just saying. It was like that was the,
Speaker 2:Well, you know, okay. The people the the ones that decide to stay Uh-huh. Up there Right. Wherever wherever Right. Not even back to earth.
Speaker 2:Wherever you first go when you Mhmm. Pass over. Right? Your energy goes someplace. Right?
Speaker 2:Some kind of plate. And then whatever. Soul, higher self, whatever. There's all kinds of other energy beings up there who got their own little specialized jobs. Mhmm.
Speaker 2:And, that's what they want to do.
Speaker 1:Right. So they help you reintegrate into this space?
Speaker 2:Help you decide what you wanna do Right.
Speaker 1:While you're there.
Speaker 2:While you're there. Yeah.
Speaker 1:Do they help you, review what you did here or just talk to you about it? Like, pull you all together if you're in fragments?
Speaker 2:Or No. No. Well, there's there's, like, there's that kinda, like, the the medical kind of part where they kinda, like
Speaker 1:Make you whole again.
Speaker 2:All the energies. Right? And then once once that's all fixed up, you move on onto so, like, kinda, like, deciding what you're gonna be doing.
Speaker 1:Okay. But just out of curiosity, since we're on this tangent of explaining this part of the process, along with the, you know, choices of what you can do when you're up there, where you can go, and do you also have, like, the choices of who to hang out with? Oh, yeah. Okay.
Speaker 2:Yeah. And and there'll there'll be other there'll be peep well, people, you know
Speaker 1:Former people.
Speaker 2:Former people or energy beings or whatever who will also be making similar decisions. So do they want to hang out with you?
Speaker 1:Right. Of course. Right? That's the way it works here usually too.
Speaker 2:Yeah. And so, so, you know, quite a lot of the time, like, you know, we end up we meaning so, like, people in general end up coming back for maybe because we just thought what happened to us on the experiences we had, which is so interesting and fabulous. So I wanna do this again.
Speaker 1:Well, that brings up a whole another point. But, yeah, I think I think that I I have for some reason, I get the sense that our our our very essence of our own energy and this higher self maybe could answer this question is a one a one objective, which can be done a 1,000,000,000,000,000, trillion different ways,
Speaker 2:is to expand. But you're talking to expansion, not necessarily in terms of volume. You're talking in expansion in terms of
Speaker 1:Raising your vibration, expanding your consciousness. Like, it it is to expand. Not a whole lot different than what we feel here on Earth where we, you know, we have some quest for learning, some quest, you know, almost to the end to learn or to, you know, to connect. Exactly the same thing. Right.
Speaker 1:And so so Earth offers the most oddest combination in all the universes of constriction and and opportunity to expand because you've got, like, all these dynamics going on at once that really have a lot of, like, constriction maybe is the wrong word, but it's like structure to them. And so you can't really stuff your toe and find out how you're gonna navigate that with others, whether you get laughed at or taken to the hospital or whatever happens to you, you can't really experience that anywhere else but earth. So earth often is a place to come back because you can do things here, like, have these inner dynamic personal relationships that are really powerful opportunities to expand, raise your vibration, learn things, or you can, you know, feel things differently. And
Speaker 2:Right. Now she's also saying that the reverse is also true in that, but there's also lots of lots of negative experiences and negative well, what we would term negative. Right?
Speaker 1:And what would that do for you to experience a negative thing if it isn't to expand somehow?
Speaker 2:Well, maybe it is to expand. I don't know. She's saying, yeah. It is. It is.
Speaker 2:But, you know,
Speaker 1:It can also pull you down.
Speaker 2:Yeah. It's like she was saying
Speaker 1:You don't do it right, it could pull you down.
Speaker 2:Right. You can't let it drag you down.
Speaker 1:Okay.
Speaker 2:You know, and that's that's where free will comes in. Right? Mhmm. And that's where kind of like, you gotta be kind of like ready for that in that. It's like how how you use your mind is is like really, really, really, really important.
Speaker 1:Right. Okay. Alright. So
Speaker 2:and No. No. There's not. There's there's one she's the main one.
Speaker 1:Right. But there's the ones under her skirt.
Speaker 2:Yeah. Well, but they're they're versions. Mhmm. I mean, there's no time and no space. Right?
Speaker 2:But these are all versions of myself that have, at one point, that have been physically alive.
Speaker 1:Do we have any idea how many there are?
Speaker 2:Oh, I don't know. It's just 1,000.
Speaker 1:Okay. So Diana is a very old soul.
Speaker 2:A man girl.
Speaker 1:A very old soul indeed.
Speaker 2:Well and I I wanted to know specifically because I'm I'm getting mean, not her. Right? Mhmm. I'm getting kind of like images in my head of me being some kind of aerialist, like on a trapeze swinging through the air by one arm. And, it's a lot of fun.
Speaker 1:Yeah. And you'd like to know if one of those things under her skirt ever really did that.
Speaker 2:Well, not the ones I know of already.
Speaker 1:Right. I don't know. We don't know of 1,000 since of them.
Speaker 2:Right. Right. No. And she's saying, oh, yeah. There was there was at least one that was doing this.
Speaker 2:It's like a little boy. You were a little boy? Not a little boy. I mean, it's like a young a young young man, traveling artists. And, I don't know if she's actually gonna show me anything else.
Speaker 1:Well
Speaker 2:because I had thought at some point maybe maybe there was this awful accident. Oh,
Speaker 1:well, did you have an accident doing that? And a lot of people end their career, they're doing that by
Speaker 2:Yeah. I know. But maybe she's not gonna show me that because because of what would happen to me.
Speaker 1:What would happen to you is a former life.
Speaker 2:No. I know it's a former life, but I'd still be feeling those things.
Speaker 1:Oh.
Speaker 2:You know, that's where the the mental aspect is.
Speaker 1:So we forget so we forget a lot of our former lives on purpose because they would complicate all our minds and our feelings and stuff like that. So if you'd had a bad accident, why would you wanna relive it now?
Speaker 2:Well, yeah. Why would you want to? It would sort of, like
Speaker 1:Unless there's
Speaker 2:something screw things up.
Speaker 1:Unless there's something to heal, so you that never got healed before. You know? Some fear or some Right. You know? Maybe you fell and were hurt and nobody cared.
Speaker 1:You know, that some feeling like that.
Speaker 2:Great. Great. But,
Speaker 1:or maybe you lost your job. Sometimes it hurts when you lose your job. Feels like it's denial of your valuable value.
Speaker 2:No. But it's like, yeah. It seemed like I was having such a good time doing this stuff. Of course.
Speaker 1:I think aerials always are really that sounds like closest thing we get to really flying.
Speaker 2:Yeah. Me and I'd be doing flips in the air and, oh, all kinds of stuff. Oh, man.
Speaker 1:And is, is there any indication of what time frame that was?
Speaker 2:A longish balloon balloon type pants.
Speaker 1:Oh, quick. We need our history person to tell us when that would have been the balloon pants.
Speaker 2:With the suspenders.
Speaker 1:And you were boys, so you probably had on what?
Speaker 2:No. I had on these balloon pants.
Speaker 1:Just oh, from your ankles. Right.
Speaker 2:Interesting. Yeah. Okay. So, I mean, that's that's kinda like what I wanted to find out.
Speaker 1:Mhmm.
Speaker 2:According to her, this wasn't really kinda like a it was like a sidebar life.
Speaker 1:Oh, you weren't normally a aerialist. No.
Speaker 2:You weren't. It wasn't that important in the whole Okay. Grand scheme of things.
Speaker 1:But it was fun. It was fun. Yeah. Sometimes the fun is overlooked because we're moving from challenge to challenge instead of reveling in the fun. So that was a fun time in your life.
Speaker 2:That's right. Exactly. What? You had fun?
Speaker 1:So the other times you look back, there was some tragedy happening or somebody was killing somebody or was starving to death or
Speaker 2:Yeah. I know.
Speaker 1:And now this lifetime, you actually had fun.
Speaker 2:Yeah. Yeah. So yeah. No. Okay.
Speaker 2:Thank you for that.
Speaker 1:Can I ask her if you and I knew each other in prior prior lives?
Speaker 2:Yeah. You can ask her that. She's saying, yes. Yes. We did.
Speaker 2:Not just once, multiple times. Okay.
Speaker 1:Were we generally nice to each other?
Speaker 2:One of them is like, woah. We're kinda like we hated each other.
Speaker 1:On the opposite light line of fire or enemies like envious or jealous?
Speaker 2:Yeah. More like enemies that were envious.
Speaker 1:Diana comes from a more Catholic background. I come from a more Protestant background, so we could have not opposite sides of some political line.
Speaker 2:Mhmm. So we
Speaker 1:were envious of a man or a stature?
Speaker 2:No. Of each other.
Speaker 1:Of each other.
Speaker 2:Of our, of what we could do.
Speaker 1:Oh, kinda like now.
Speaker 2:So oh, okay. I'm gonna think of more questions to ask.
Speaker 1:Okay.
Speaker 2:So was this, was this in the 12th century? No. Was it earlier? Yes and no. Oh, gosh.
Speaker 2:Okay. Let's look at the later later ones. 14th century. Gosh. We're like 2 2 peasant laborers.
Speaker 1:2 peasant laborers?
Speaker 2:I mean, it was heavy manual labor.
Speaker 1:Were we women or men or what?
Speaker 2:Yeah. We were women.
Speaker 1:Okay.
Speaker 2:And just, oh, it's heavy physical work all the time. We didn't last too long. I imagine not. I imagine not. Okay.
Speaker 2:But anyway,
Speaker 1:so that's what happened. Was there let me ask a more interesting question. I mean, was there a time when we incarnate together or we really had a good time? Besides this lifetime.
Speaker 2:Besides the envy okay. It's like
Speaker 1:Well, the envious didn't sound like it was a good time. It sounded like we're No. Laboring.
Speaker 2:Yeah. So, like, after the envious time.
Speaker 1:Mhmm.
Speaker 2:Oh, dear. We were some kind of team that actually, put on spirit shows for people.
Speaker 1:Spirit shows? Yeah. Is that a lot like the podcast?
Speaker 2:No. No. No. It's like, you know, seances.
Speaker 1:Oh, interesting. Like, pulling cards for people and calling in.
Speaker 2:Yeah. We didn't care if it was true or not. Interesting. You know?
Speaker 1:So it's similar to what we do now
Speaker 2:on the Right. But we just want to make money.
Speaker 1:We we probably needed to make money. Well, yeah. Now we're
Speaker 2:just, how do we care about helping people.
Speaker 1:Now we're both have we've gotten reached the stage in life where we have some passive income, although I'm still trying to make money on my art. My but, anyway, that's interesting. So were we having fun doing it?
Speaker 2:Well, we were having fun because we were making money.
Speaker 1:Okay. See.
Speaker 2:Yeah. We were thinking of sort of, like, various kinds of things to do in the seances. Uh-huh. And they were believable.
Speaker 1:But were they actually working? Were they actually real? Were we calling in the dead or whatever and talking to them? So fast forward all this time and we're actually we're actually doing it.
Speaker 2:No. And and then she's saying that, yeah, I mean, when you were doing this in a former life, you know, putting on seances as a team, it's like there was a little part of you that recognized well, both of us that recognized that, oh, you know, there is this other unseen world out there. Mhmm.
Speaker 1:We just really didn't have the exact way to tap into it.
Speaker 2:And sometimes things would happen, but we wouldn't we wouldn't really pay attention to them.
Speaker 1:Oh, yeah.
Speaker 2:Because that wasn't our primary focus. The primary focus was basically Making money. Making money.
Speaker 1:Have put on a good standing up show to make money.
Speaker 2:Yeah. Right.
Speaker 1:I'm kinda I
Speaker 2:thought he had fun.
Speaker 1:Yeah.
Speaker 2:Okay.
Speaker 1:Okay. Alright. Very good. I have another question for your higher self who showed up in that sort of midnight blue color. Is that color, the Sophia wisdom color?
Speaker 1:The the the you know, when you go back to, like, the feminine archetype, feminine, color is often represented in from what I know in this dark midnight blue, almost black blue. And I'm just asking is that why she appeared in that blue?
Speaker 2:She's she's always wore that blue.
Speaker 1:I know, but is that why she is in that blue?
Speaker 2:You know, as as kind of like the master higher self, she she communicates with the Sofia wisdom.
Speaker 1:Right. Okay.
Speaker 2:You know? Mhmm. And just like she communicates with
Speaker 1:But is the blue others. Is the blue she wearing or Oh. Or that color blue?
Speaker 2:Oh, it facilitates communication with Sophia Wisdom.
Speaker 1:Yeah. Okay. Does it? It does.
Speaker 2:It does.
Speaker 1:Okay. Very interesting.
Speaker 2:Mhmm.
Speaker 1:So is there, do you have more questions for her? Not beyond the, trapeze piece?
Speaker 2:No. Not really.
Speaker 1:Okay.
Speaker 2:Okay. You know, I do have a I do. Okay. Is it worthwhile to pursue so, like, finding out about past lives that are not that important in the whole scheme of things. And she says, well, you know, I mean, if you wanna find out about them, yeah.
Speaker 2:I mean, all the information is there. But what are you why why why do you want to know? Are you gonna do anything with that knowledge?
Speaker 1:Write a book?
Speaker 2:Not necessarily, you know. Then it's up to you, you know. If you want if you wanna find them out, you can.
Speaker 1:It doesn't really it's not really necessary to find it out to live a fulfilling
Speaker 2:Right. Because, I mean, what it is that you have to find out in order to reach your goals. I mean, you've got your own personal goals but the, you know, the other goal of, you know, elevating your frequency and ascending is, like, with you will be guided and you'll be given the tools to kinda access the the past lives, what you need to know about.
Speaker 1:Okay. Alright. It seems like I had a question that popped in and then it popped out. Oh. It was a good question too.
Speaker 2:It should pop in again.
Speaker 1:Have it pop in just like that. I think I wanted to know a little bit about, the future Diana's lives. Like, how far into the future can we ask questions about? Well Like, 2 more lives? One more life?
Speaker 2:This this is hard I mean None? It's the concept of no time, no space, Meaning, so like everything is already happening. But, but there's also free will. Right? Because you can you can change things too in the past and you can change you can determine what it is you want for the future too.
Speaker 2:So, yeah. She's saying you can you can you can look at the future, the near future, but that's not necessarily gonna be happening that way. I mean, it could be I mean, it's not it's not 2 past 2 future lives. The most is like half of 1.
Speaker 1:Oh, half of 1. Yeah. Alright. I'll ask this one question and you can cut it out of the podcast if you don't
Speaker 2:want it.
Speaker 1:But will, Diana in her next life have children?
Speaker 2:Oh, she's saying yes.
Speaker 1:Will they be considered future holy ones?
Speaker 2:You're saying yes.
Speaker 1:Wowie. Will it be in this century?
Speaker 2:She's confused. In the,
Speaker 1:21st century that we're in now. Like, it's now. It's night. We're asking this question in 2024, and there's 80 years left or 76 years left. We'll be how soon will Diana come back, basically?
Speaker 2:I don't know. It's up to her.
Speaker 1:It's up to her. So it's not predetermined yet at all. So she can't see that. But you will have children and you will they will be holy ones. How many children will she have?
Speaker 2:2.
Speaker 1:Okay. Boy and a girl?
Speaker 2:No. 2 boys. 2 boys.
Speaker 1:I don't want the future holy ones to be boys. There always get to be boys. Diana's wrinkling her face for those who can't see her. Oh, no. I'm not looking forward to this now.
Speaker 1:Oh, maybe Diana will find a way to change the sex.
Speaker 2:Yeah. That's right. And maybe maybe by that point, like, there won't be any male or female anymore. They'll be still like, oh, whatever it is you wanna be.
Speaker 1:Right. Totally free formed. Yeah. I think we're moving in that direction. Not no boys and no girls, but just really, having a lot more freedom to, you know, express yourself.
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